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Time:03:22 am
There are so many movies out lately that make me want to own a gun.

What the fuck.
I'm a huge baby.
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Time:04:12 am
Ugh. Sitting here. .
I don't want to move out of this place. I love it.....

Fucking bummer.
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Time:10:51 pm
No one seems like like 2007.
Lets start a countdown for 2008.
And party.. Until 2008.

Sounds like a fucking good idea to me.

Dirty jersey was amazing. Pictures soonish!
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Current Location:exit 166 oh snap
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Time:02:55 pm
Current Mood:bouncybouncy
People change?
Its so weird to me.
One day they will just up and fucking blow it away.
Then again.. Its not always a bad thing? I guess I've been the same for years and years. I have grown up.. A little? Or so I like to believe..
I still don't think right. But I like it.

A lot of people I know are getting married. Having kids. Buying houses. Have real (shitty) jobs.
Makes me love my life that much more.

Say I'm a mess. Call me drama. Or fake?! Fuck you.
Find out who YOU are. Stop being other people... that... my dear.. is messy.

Driving to the dirty dirty makes you think a lot.
From now on I'm done thinking about real life. Zombie killing and fried food here I come.

Sexy. As. Hell.
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Time:04:42 pm
My bestfriend is happy.
That makes me happy.

I can't wait until this weekend.
I've never felt so unsure in my life.
But this weekend. Should be awesome?

Tour soon. 44 days?
Working late all the time. Its a good thing for the money. Bad thing for my think tank.
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Time:02:02 am
Seems like no matter who it is.. Old. New. ....Friendships/relationships seem to get pushed to the side.
Replaced. Forgotten.
As much as I can pretend not to see it
As much as I act like it doesn't bother me.
It's fucking killing me inside.

Its only tuesday.
I just want something.. Or someone I can count on.
I'm having a hard time dealing with this lately.
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Subject:god damnit.
Time:01:36 am
It feels like fall.

I always feel 17 around fall..
Why the fuck did everyone leave.


I guess that's the way it works.
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Subject:BMH Tour 2007 baby!!
Time:05:17 am
Current Mood:anxiousanxious
I can't wait until tour!!

Its going to be siiiiiqqqq
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Subject:oh fuck
Time:11:22 pm
I haven't been this happy in months.

Super big thank you to everyone who matters. <3
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Subject:oh fuck!
Time:04:27 pm
So this weekend was by far the most stressfull weekend I've had in months! But. . It wasn't even that bad.

Friday Brenda and HJ came to holland ave for the final get drunk and piss everyone off deal. It worked. Nicely.
I hate goths from southwick.

Anyway.

Saturday I woke up at 730am. Started moving! 13 hours later... almost everything that was at holland ave was in the new place.
Thank you to everyone who helped us move!!
The new place is slowly coming together.
Both brenda and I are broke as shit. Buy us stuff. Take us out on dates. Love us please... or.. Just come hang out.

That's all I have for now.
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Subject:get fucked
Time:03:28 am
Current Mood:infuriatedinfuriated
I'm so sick of not being able to talk to anyone. I'm sick of saying what needs to be said and getting nothing back.
When the fuck did it become cool to put your "boy/girl" before your friends?.. I'm just wondering.. BECAUSE ITS PATHETIC!

What the fuck is wrong with you people.
Get. a. fucking. back. bone.

Why do I come home everyday.
I don't want to be here.
It smells like dixx.
No one can even look me in the eye.
I now have a lock on my door.
And when I take a shower.. Don't lock my door.. Zoey ends up out fucking side.

If that's not a good enough reason to call someone a fucking dirty cunt.. I don't know what is. THERE ARE THREE DOORS! Its craaaaazzzzzy...

I've givin up on everyone.
You're all worthless.



Now you have a reason to call me a bitch.
Fuck yourself.
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Subject:can I just bitch for a little.
Time:07:53 pm
If this is what you wanted.
You got it.

What makes people think its okay to push others aside. Make them feel worthless and pathetic. The past few days have been nothing short of amazing. . But at times I couldn't help but want to be home laying in bed watching the same movies over and over again.
I know.
Love life right?
It just hurts to know how much time and effort I put into relationships just to be shot down time after time. I like to think its all in my head but every day I just get shit smashed in my face.
And I take it.
I was such a bitch before. (not saying I'm still not.. I'm just not as bad anymore..) I can't deal with anyone.
Its like I'm fucking screaming so loud and no one hears it.
I will call you out on being a cunt.
And everyone wonders why I don't open up to them.
Can't fuck up what's not there.
Over it
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Time:12:20 pm
Fuck you 7am.
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Time:11:50 pm
I'm ready to move.
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Time:11:37 pm
Current Mood:sicksick
so.
drama free weekend?


never going to call that ever again..
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Time:03:05 pm
Today kicks off my drama free weekend.

...yeah..

I will let you know how this goes..
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Subject:can i just..
Time:06:32 pm
Current Mood:rushedrushed
i wish for just one day nothing dramatic would happen.

i find myself wanting more and more alone time.
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Subject:Mel freak out time? whats up.
Time:07:08 pm
Current Mood:coldcold
so lately all i can think about is money and its annoying.
i dont have any.
i want to get everyone i know amazing gifts.. but its not going to happen.. and i hate it.

if i wanna get out of this place and go to san diego and be happy.. i need to pay off my bills.
its such a hard thing to do haha..

i cant wait until we sit down and talk about it some more.

..knowing adams not coming with me is killing me as well..

the past few weeks have been amazing though.
i cant get enough.

i'm lovin life.
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Subject:get fucked.
Time:10:49 pm
new brand new is amazing.
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Time:09:31 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
Its hard to tell what's real and what's real fake.

Lately all I see is bullshit covered in lies.

Eat it whore
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